Did you declare church as an essential service BEFORE the government did?
In the worship of the Lord, you will find broken lives just like yours. But you will also find a different way of looking at them and yourself. You are not broken anymore, Jesus heals the broken hearted. God has made the outsiders kings and priests!
Even through the current pandemic, find a way to be involved in church. It will make it so much easier when things go back to normal. Making church a high priority will be blessing in the long run, and now.